:')

You know you have an awesome bro (both in blood and bro-ship) when,

1. He/She gets more angry at something that should make you angry.
2. He/She gets angry on your behalf and shouts obscenities you don't want to shout.
3. He/She picks you up when you're moping on the floor, practically glued to it.
4. He/She slaps you in the face (both metaphorically and literally) when you're being whiney.
5. He/She hates the person who hurts you.
6. No matter what you know you can lean on him/her.
7. He/She doesn't care about your flaws and is still there for you no matter what.
8. All you have to do is give him/her signals and he/she knows whats going through your mind or what you're about to say.
9. He/She knows you so much better than you know yourself.
10. He/She never ever gives up on you.
    
    

They make life so much easier to live and to know that you're never alone. :)

The Day She Went Away.

Jessica Loo Hsing Wen left today! :'( Today cannot be any sadder. It's setting in now that you left! :(((((( Why did London have to take you for so long?!

I was having a nap in the afternoon (since I had to wake up at like 5am! :P) and I suddenly woke up and was like, "Jessica's gone. *sniffles sniffles*" and I couldn't go back to sleep and even when I did, I had a nightmare! Gah.

Things will be so different without you now. Especially with things like this,

:) hahahaha. See now that you're gone, I won't have random funny moments like these anymore. :( Haih! When you get settled in, we'll skype okay! I'll see whether I can round up all the Pitts and we'll group skype! :D

I'm gonna miss that empty seat every Sunday and you're painful and happy hellos. And I promise I'll write you an awesome message for Christmas okay! Hehe :) I hope you'll get to read this blog post soon and know that I'm super missing you now! :D

By the way Jess, read the song I wrote that I'm listening to. ;)

Oh and I just realized we don't have pictures of just the both of us! :(

I'm listening to

Hold On- Michael Buble

Giving myself a second chance.

I know I owe those of you who are still reading, an update.

I've realized I've been talking a lot, to anyone who would listen, on just about anything and everything. I feel like I'm reverting back to my old self. The one I despised, the one no one else liked, the one who felt so alone. I promised myself I wasn't going back to that.

Anyways, this post isn't about that. I promised some people, that I'll try to make this a happy post.

Well, I'm on my break now and will be returning for my Year 2 in my Bachelor of Law some time in October. People keep asking me how it is, and all I can say is that its intense. Really intense. That's why I'm thoroughly enjoying my break now. My dad's also been taking us out places. Today, we went to this place called Tanjung Sepat for some pretty good seafood. Then we walked around Morib beach. It was pretty hot so we didn't stay for long but still it was a nice trip. :)

Oh and yesterday I Skyped with my bestie, Philip Teo Wern Jie, who's in Canada now and I didn't realize how much I missed him! :( You suck for going so far! :P Can we please skype again soon?! And you need to learn how to multitask! :P Hahaha. But it was a very awesome bonding skype call. Come back soon okay! :)

My little puppy is growing so big now! Ahhh! She's only 7 months but she already almost looks like her mother, in terms of size and features. But she's still my little cuddly puppy. Destructive as ever but still so adorable. I miss having the 9 puppies running everywhere with their cute fat tummies after the milk. :(

Hmmm. What else... Oh! For my birthday I got the best present ever from the Pitts! They gave me a really big stuffed toy dog we eventually named Patch. They gave it to me cause I've been pretty emo recently so whenever they can't give me hugs, Patch'll be there for me. :') That was pretty much the highlight of my birthday.

Okay before I starting ranting or becoming emo or babble on some more, I think I should stop here. For all those of you who are still reading my blog. Thank you for having hope in me to post something new up. :P hahaha. Since I'm on break, I promise I'll try harder kays. :)

Oh and check out a project I'm doing. If you have me on facebook, the album is called, "Let yourself smile, even for awhile. :)" But if you don't, you can click here and it'll lead you to my Flikr account where there are some picture. :)

Take care! :) Till the next post! And please do comment so I know that there are people who are reading and I don't feel like I'm talking to myself. :P

P/S: My blogger account is giving me a hard time on changing the colours, font and anything that makes it interesting. Sorry if its mundane! I have no idea how to put the colour back! :( Oh and I've changed my background and layout a little so let me know what you think bout it. :)

I'm listening to

Read My Mind - Alex Goot

I thought I meant something to you,

But I guess not,

Cause to you I'm a distant memory,

Something that can be left behind.

Promises that were made,

Mean nothing now.

No matter how much I want to believe,

That you'll keep it.

Note to self: Stop having expectations.

When you have no where else.

I didn’t know who to turn to so late in the night. Plus I don’t feel like talking to anyone but him. Its the first time I’m blogging since it happened. Doesn’t make it feel any easier. Nor does it hurt any less.

I’m actually procrastinating from sleeping cause what I dreamt last night hurt me so much. I wanted him so badly but yet I knew it wasn’t the right thing to do. He had moved on and found someone else but I didn’t know that. Not yet anyways. So when he came back to me I was happy again until I found that he had that girl. I didn’t wanna be the girl who broke up a relationship so instead of having him, I pulled away and watched him slip through my fingers again. I guess my greatest fear manifested itself. My fear of having to watch him get another girl while I hang on to him.

Sometimes I wonder whether it was my short comings that made him wanna let go now. That made him want to end it now. What if I was hotter? What if I was everything he wanted me to be? Would he have stayed?

I have so much to say and yet, I don’t know what to say.

You think you’re getting stronger but instead of taking a step forward, you’re foot just takes off and lands where it was before. Something like what I used to do in school, jogging setempat. You’re never moving anywhere but yet, you’re tired from just jogging in that one spot. That’s how I feel.

2 weeks and it still doesn’t feel any easier. Should I? Shouldn’t I? A question I have to ask myself every time before I decide on whether to talk to you. It never used to be this hard. I never had to think of whether to talk to you. Now I have no choice but to ask myself.

P/S: forgive me for the lack of bright colours and what I usually do.

realization

After class today, some of my classmates started some mind-boggling, pay-attention-and-observe-the-answer-is-right-in-front-of-you kinda puzzles. There were like 4 different puzzles to figure out and well, I couldn't even figure out one.

I gotta admit it made me really frustrated and I still am. But it doesn't really matter now. No point in staying frustrated anyways.

Why I'm bringing this up is cause as we were playing the games, and as I sat there watching the frustration rise in others, I realized something. I've come to realize that we're not satisfied with the answer we get until we figure out how the answer was gotten. We try and try and try all sorts of answers in hopes that we'll get the answer and probably the reasoning behind it. And sometimes when we can't figure out that reasoning, we start getting frustrated at ourselves and everything. We go on for years trying to figure out why. Sometimes it takes us years, even centuries to figure out why and when we finally figure it out, it seems so insignificant and sooner or later, we move on to something else to figure out.

What I've come to learn is to let go of things that I should instead of letting it bring me down. So I'm letting the fact that I couldn't get the answers to any of the puzzles go and moving on. :)

its been long. :)

Okay I know I haven't blogged in like 3 months. 

Ever since work started to pick up in Uni, I've barely had time to do anything. Plus, the passion to blog is gone. Nooooo! But yes.

Anyways, not much to blog about actually. A lot of dramatic stuff has happened these few months that aren't really worth going into for the sake of not spreading gossip which I realize I have a tendency to do but nyeh, I don't announce it publicly. But no, if you tell me not to tell anyone, I will not. :) Seee! I don't break promises and I can keep secrets.

Since, the only thing I've been busy with is Law School, I'll briefly blog about it (cause there technically isn't much to blog about). Erm. I'll start with the lecturers, I kinda like my lecturers. They're really cool. I am pretty intimidated by one of them to the point of silence. Yes, I would rather just sit there and nod though I may not understand. Oh moots (something like a mock trial) has started and my turn would be in like a month. I know I'll procrastinate so yeah. I promise I'll get to work on it! Soon. XD Syllabus wise, its been pretty intense. So intense I spent my week's break studying for my mock test. It doesn't even count for the finals. Yes, I'm that kiasu and scared. Ohhhh! And I finally got my contract law book after like 4 months of waiting for stock. =_=! And I accidently bent the front cover of my criminal law book! Nooooo! Yes people I am a perfectionist when it comes to preserving my books (well some of them) and I'm reading a book to lessen my perfectionist attitude. :)

Yeap, I guess that's all. Oh and just a point to add to the point above, the work load is like, I can't even think of an example. Let's just say, you're literally exhausted by the end of the week and even the weekends doesn't feel like a break. And when you finally get a break, its like you just resurfaced from being underwater for too long. I'm honestly not joking about the last part. I finished my assignment early this week and I was like "I CAN BREATHE!!! :D"

P/S : check out my facebook or possibly my tumblr cause I'm doing this positive words on a picture project thingy. :) and sorry, I know my life's become pretty boring. :(

Your thoughts are all mixed up,

You try to set it apart,

Its hard to see,

Life so serene again.

I'm listening to

Nothing - The Script

looking.at.life.through.a.window

Somehow when you take a step back from life and just look at it, it seems pretty different.

Well, at least that’s how I felt. I’ve been quietly (sometimes not so quietly) observing everything that goes on in my life and trying to see what it would be like if I wasn’t there, no I don’t mean it in a way of whether I was born or not but more of if I was not there in that situation kind of thing. Get my drift? I hope you do.

These past few days have been a little bumpy. Classes are still as usual. Starting to cope better now. Still not much to say about it besides, its alright. I feel bad whenever someone asks me “How’s Uni?” and all I can answer is, “It’s okay." But there is really nothing else to say. It is okay. It has its good days and its bad just like anything else.

On a related note, I have done all my first tutorials for all subjects but Criminal Law which I am rather looking forward to. For those of you who don’t know what tutorial’s are, it is where we are given a set of questions related to the lecture to prepare and are to be discussed in tutorials. Because lectures are big, tutorials help students test their understanding on the topic and also, have more attention from the lecturer. Its more like a class review in small groups. Yup, just an insight for those of you who don’t know what tutorials are.

Oh! The most “tragic” thing happened to me last Thursday. We had this lecture that was cancelled and so, Jameson and I decided to go back to SS15 to have lunch with our friends thinking we have a long break (10.00-1.30). We came back at about 1.15pm and when I reached class, I was quite taken aback when I didn’t see anyone outside class which is highly unusual seeing as there are usually people hanging outside. So I checked my timetable and guess what? Class was at 12.00pm and not 1.30pm. It was such an FML moment. We had no idea how we so confidently thought that class was at 1.30pm and not at 12.oopm. In other words, we had accidently skipped class. We got so emo, we sat in the car for like 15 mins being emo and eating chocolate and then headed to Galvin’s house to hang out with him and to emo some more then play some PS3 games  

I guess I better stop now. My post became so long. =_=! Sorry!!

P/S: I’ve realized I talk a lot now. So if I talk to much, please do stop me. Hmmm. That might not work either cause I tend to interrupt people and continue talking. Err. Hmmm, I guess just tell me I’m talking too much. :) Thanks. And I’m trying some fonts thus the different fonts for almost each paragraph. :)

Take care people.

 

I’m listening to

Landslide – Dixie Chicks

I’m afraid of what might be,

Afraid of the unknown,

Afraid of disappointing and of disappointment.

There is nothing to do but take a day at a time.

when.you.suddenly.run.out.of.words.

I’m trying to find a better way of titling my posts. Right now it seems pretty formal. I guess I’ll be reverting back and forth between different styles till I find one that I like and am comfortable with.

Don’t you hate how you have so much to say and when you’re given the chance, you’re suddenly at a lost for words? That’s what I’m feeling right now. As I was showering a while ago, I had so much I wanted to blog about but now that I’m blogging, nothing seems to be coming out. I suddenly don’t have anything to blog about or say.

Something totally random. I hate the new facebook profile. I can’t see what my last status update was unless I scroll down all the way and look for it neither can I do that for my friends. Besides that, I don’t really care about the rest. I just need some readjustment but I’ll be fine.

P/S : In my opinion, finishing a good book is like losing a friend. Sometimes I get so caught up in the story, it feels like I’m missing something once I’m done with the book. I got these 2 books for about RM12-15 each and I have to say its just as interesting as the books I pay up to RM40 for. My gums (not chewing gum but it does make me want to chew gum though) between my teeth somewhere at the back of my mouth is throbbing in pain. Great. Thanks.

I’m listening to

Tomorrow We Will Fly – Sam Hart (blinktwice4y)

Trying so hard to be alright,

When its only tears that fill your eyes.

Trying to close your heart,

To all the hurt inside.

Moving On To Another Chapter..

Yes I know I haven’t updated my blog in a long while. I’ve been enjoying my holidays as much as I could by doing absolutely nothing. How awesome is that? :D I probably won’t have an opportunity like that again, not for a very long time at least.

For those of you who don’t know, I’ve started University already. I’m pursuing a degree in Law. So I will be graduating in 3 years time with a Bachelor in Law hopefully with first class honours. At the worse, second upper.

Probably from now on, my posts would be a little bit more formal and a little bit more serious. I have to start my training from now onwards. I will occasionally relax and be myself when I feel like it. :)

I’ll only be starting classes next week so I can’t tell you much about how Uni is. The only things that I can tell you is the campus is huge, and expensive. Just lunch alone could set you back RM8-10 inclusive of a drink. I have to admit that I am feeling quite guilty that I have enrolled myself in one of the most (or most) expensive Law school’s in Malaysia. So I am trying to cut back wherever I can. Sorry if I’m being calculative and cheap people. I will try to not be so annoying and anal about it.

I guess that’s pretty much about what I’ve been up to recently. Well, not only that but the others are pretty minor. 

Oh and Leng Hue’s leaving tomorrow!! *sad face* I’ll be seeing her off at the airport tomorrow with probably tears in my eyes. awww. D:

P/S : My friend posted this on her wall and now I’m addicted to this website. It has one of the most hilarious stuff I’ve ever seen. This being the one I laughed loudest and hardest at : http://theoatmeal.com/comics/handshakes

Take care people! See ya soon, I hope. :)

I’m listening to

Why – Secondhand Serenade

I know I’ve fallen in love with you,

The timing of it may not be right,

But yet, I’m ready to hurt,

Just so I may have a moment with you. :)

would you have rather..

Would you have rather loved and lost or not have loved at all?

I would choose whichever would hurt the less. Looking at the two choices, it would look like the latter would be the choice I should have chosen, instead I chose the former.

I'm not being a pessimist but rather a realist by saying I know that we would be parting ways some time in the future, when precisely, I don't know.

Going back, I don't know why, even with knowing that it would probably never last more than a year and a half, that I still got into it. I knew that he would be leaving, I knew that I won't, I knew so many things and yet, I got myself into it. I've also just realized that its history repeating itself.

Why? I have absolutely no idea. Why do we do things we know will end up bad? Why do we do things we know that will end up hurting us? There are so many possibilities. But to me, the main reason why was because I held on to the hope.

The hope that it MAY work out, the hope that it'd be different, the hope that everything will be alright.

Don't we always do that in live though? We always hope for things cause that's the only we can do in a future so uncertain.

P/S: As you can see, I've taken off my chatbox well cause it kinda expired due to its inactiveness. So yup. I will put it back up sometime in the future I guess but meanwhile you can just comment on my posts. Thanks.

*Elevator music*

I have no idea why I made that my title but okay.

I finished my last ISU yesterday! oh yeah! =D Now to crunch for exams. damnit!

I'll be pretty much free in about 2 more weeks. =D weeeee.

Can't wait to be done with exams.

But the suckiest thing is that my marks this semester suck. Like I'm border-line 80. Gahhhh!

I'm thinking of whether to redo one of my assignments to kinda help boost my marks.

The second suckiest thing is, leaving everyone after finals. =(

Well, another suckiest thing was that I didn't get valedictorian. Yes, I am quite bummed out by it but it doesn't mean that I'm not happy for Wern.. =)

I'm probably gonna go back to sleep again after finishing this post. No idea why but I can't sleep through the night so I take naps. =D

P/S : Does anyone know how to get rid of/deactivate avast! antivirus from detecting adware cause its driving me nuts! I cannot do any work without it popping out. So damn annoying! Grrrr! Oh by the way, I am loving the whole, "put-your-favourite-cartoon-character-as-your-profile-picture-week" cause it brings back so many memories of sitting in front of the TV watching unendless hours of cartoons. The game on Jameson's iphone called “Tilt to Live” is unbelievably addictive. ish. it just makes me want to get an itouch or an iphone.

Just because I don't say it,

Doesn't mean I don't.

Cause when I say it,

I really mean what I say.

I'm listening to

I'm A Little Seal Girl - Macie Grey (As Told By Ginger)

Do I Even Need One? =)

You're so sweet

You say the cheesiest things but yet it makes me go awww.

You tell me I'm beautiful even if I'm wearing the most hideous things or looking horrible.

You're so caring that sometimes, I feel I don't care for myself as much you do. =P

You take care of me.

You believe in me even if I don't and when no one else does.

You put up with my mood swings. 

You respect my decisions even if you don't exactly agree with it.

You make me smile with the ridiculous things that you do.

You encourage me when I'm can't go on and to do things when I didn't have the strength to continue.

You reassure me that we'll make it.

You taught me to live in the moment and to leave things to the future.

You wiped away my tears when I cried over the littlest things.

 

Most of all, you love me for who I am. Quirks and all.

There are so many other reasons why I love you.

But do I even need a reason to love you? =)

All these reasons may change in time but one thing I know is that I will love you regardless.

I'm afraid of what may happen in the future but I'm gonna leave that for now and enjoy every moment I have with you :D

 

  

 

 

 

The future will be left in the future,

The past in the past,

And the present will be cherished.

Stop and smell the roses as you walk them by.

I'm listening to

Talking to the Moon - Bruno Mars

and I’m scared to death

I just don’t wanna study anymore. just so tired and exhausted.

I had an awesome time in Vietnam. Didn’t take as many pictures of people as I did of the buildings and all that.

We visited a variety of places.

Can’t exactly remember the name of the places but the pictures that I’ve posted on Facebook should speak for itself. =)

Feel free to check them out. ;)

Well, I’m done with my Law ISU, in the midst of my IB and Econs CCA (which is due on friday =D).

I really can’t wait till I’m done with my ISU’s and finals but that also means that I’ll be graduating and I’ll be leaving my friends and him, and the days that all my friends start flying off are drawing near. =(

Though I know he’ll still be here till at least July, I’m am scared to death as to what future holds for both of us and what will happen after he leaves. 

sorry but I’m just too tired to edit it but it does look beautiful on its own. =)

I’m listening to

If You Wanted A Song Written About You, All You Had to Do Was Ask – Mayday Parade

 

Never did I expect to feel like this,

You leave me smiling to myself,

At the things you do and say.

drowning in misery

I'm sorry I haven't been updating my blog.

I've been super uberly busy with assignments after assignments.

I'll try to update as soon as I can okay (which may not be till next month unfortunately). =(

Take care till then. =)

the things you say

I'm in the computer lab now to do my Law ISU, supposedly, but here I am blogging. XD

Don't worry I'll start on it soon. As soon as I blog about this before I forget.

There were these couple of guys in the computer lab when I came in and I overheard their conversation. This guy wanted to share a chair, which puzzles me a little cause the lab was EMPTY, with his friend and so he asked him to scoot. And continued by saying, "Hey, do you know that you can never do this with a girl unless your really really close to her or if she likes you?" and sorta repeated that a couple more times. One of them continued with saying like, "You could if you were the alpha male sorta guy and maybe they'll listen to you or something". Another one of his friends said, "Just say, move bitch, I wanna sit." I would like to see you say that to a girl, dude.

And thing about it was, the guy who started the conversation, was talking exceptionally loud about it and music after (which is totally unrelated). Anyways, I wanted to go up and tell him, why we don't share our chairs with guys is cause there are other bloody chairs that you can get up and go get yourself (if there are other chairs available). If there are none then the other reason would be, why would we want to touch butts with a guy we barely know? =_=! I definitely know that he would want to.

I should be getting to my research now. See ya guys. =)

I had the most awesome day yesterday. How we slow danced in the candle light, how you kissed me so gently, how you held me close. Everything about the day was incredible. Thank you for such a memorable day baby. :)

I'm afarid of the day,

I have to say goodbye,

To be missing you,

To feel the emptiness.

I'm listening to

Forever - Rascal Flatts

with thoughts swirlling around

I am pissed off. But there isn't much point on dwelling on it.

I feel so disconnected with my friends. I don't seem to know what's going on in their lives anymore. I mean I'm not complaining or anything but I just wanna find that equilibrium between friends and him so I can enjoy the best of both worlds. I sound so selfish right now. =\. I just don't want to regret anything especially with only a couple more months left.

I just realized that in a couple of weeks October is done. Damn. How time really flies. Plus, it would be a month next week. =)

Anyways, as usual, I'm super busy trying to make time and stay focused on what I should be doing. The heat is definitely not helping things. =( gah!

That's pretty much about it.

Take care guys! =)

P/S : I have no idea why but there's colour in my posts! =D I used a different computer and ta daa there's colour.

You wipe away my tears,
You hug me tight,
And make everything feel alright,
You just make me want to smile.

I'm listening to
Back To December - Taylor Swift

Credits to Adrianna Jane

The other side of the story

I've come to realize that my perception of someone changes when someone tells me something about some other person. Well, I know its not good and I try not to let it affect me but sometimes it falls through the cracks and it does.

Then, someone else tells me the other side of the story, and things start to make more sense. And yet again, my perception over someone changes.

I'm supposed to be doing my Economics now so I can enjoy the rest of my holidays without worrying about it but damn, I just get so frustrated when I can't find what I want. Nyeh.

Anyways, I had a very good Skype call with Adrianna today! Damn I miss her!! =( YOU'RE SO FAR AWAY AD!! T_T and yes I am very honoured that she let me see her without make-up and no contacts! =) Heeee. Thanks babe for the talk! I less then 3 you! =D

I had a pretty shitty week this week actually. But I ain't gonna blog about it cause its the past now and there is not much point. So yeah. I just gotta move on.

And yes, I know. My blog posts are exceptionally boring now that there's no colours. =( So I shall compensate with a picture! XD

Original picture by Andrew Tan Wei Aun.

Okay, I have no idea how this part of the post had colour. All I did was bold it and ta da there was blue. =S Freaky.

I feel you slipping through,

Always knowing that you would,

You used to be there when I opened my eyes,

But now you don't seem to.

I'm listening to

Breakthrough - Colbie Caillat

For All That I Couldn't Be.

Well, today was a let down.

Pretty much screwed up the debate.

Studied intensively for the Econs test later on.

Didn't have lunch cause the dude just forgot.

Got pissed and didn't wanna eat anymore.

Rushed through doing my citations for my law essay so I could get to IB on time.

Surprise surprise, we played jeopardy for the test review.

I couldn't answer most of it cause I haven't started studying.

Found out that the winning team got 2 bonus points for it.

Read some more stuff for Econs.

Sat for the test.

Felt like killing myself.

Cooked in the bus cause there was some problem with the air-con.

Found out that I lost the debate.

Wanted so badly to cry.

Then the guilt of crying instead of studying kicked in.

Gotta study for IB test on Wednesday and complete a 5 min video based on an interview that was never done.

Must finish either one by tonight.

Life can't get any better. Yup.

Well, that's pretty much about it.

and yes, Blogger is still being a bitch by not allowing me to add colour. nyeh. whatever la.

It hears the silent whispers,

of a troubled soul,

The silent sounds,

of a heart afraid to move.

I'm listening to

Droplets - Colbie Caillat & Jason Reeves

falling back to reality

I better update my blog while I still have the time.

I have 2 tests this week, 2 essays due, one video presentation, and a debate that I really really don't wanna do.

I am utterly pissed at the fact that I had to do the debate. I mean if the whole class had to do it, then I'm okay but it wasn't. Only a couple of us had to do it. and yes out of the whole class of 15 I had to be the one getting chosen. =_=!

Grrrrr!

But anyways, I had dinner with the awesome foursome, minus Nat =( at Italianneese yesterday. Well, Jameson and his girlfriend Pennie, Nisa, Bob and Brandon came along too. XD It was still as awesome though. The food was not as nice though. My roasted chicken was extremely dry. It was hard to even swallow it without any sauce. The wedges on the other hand was awesome. =D

I didn't really mind it all cause I had some awesome time with some awesome friends. Well, I guess that's pretty much about it. =)

See ya guys! ;)

P/S : I don't really have time to add colour to the post. So sorry! =(

You leave my head spinning,

Even with the little things you do,

You do so much for me,

that I just feel so fuzzy. =)

I'm afraid that I'm not good enough for you. =S

I'm listening to

Begin Again - Colbie Caillat

You break down the walls I've built

Its Friday! Finally!

I don't know why but I can't seem to stay awake in class nowadays! OH NO!! NOT GOOD!! x_x

I have to figure out a way to stay awake soon or my grades are gonna go down the drain. Nyeh.

Well, just to update you guys about how life has been.

Life's been pretty awesome recently. I've been completing my assignments on time! =D and some other things that have made it awesome too. ;)

I'm afraid of the week ahead. I foresee a heavy load of assignments! Gah!!! I have to go to KL sometime next week before Tuesday for an interview with PT Foundation for my Law class, make a video for the same assignment, and a presentation. On top of that, I have my International Business ISU's Part 1 and 2 due on Wednesday! (Hmmm. I'll probably try to get that done by the weekend so I don't have too much to do) And hopefully no Econs test YET! If there is, I'm pretty much screwed.

I do hope I survive the week. If I don't, you guys won't be hearing from me for some time. XD

Well, that's pretty much about it for this post. Gah, I hope I didn't post too long. Sorry if I did. =)

take care people!

P/S : I'm super excited about helping out in tomorrow's Ice Hockey Tournament! Ahhh!! so kewl! =D And I'm still trying to get my blog to have colour so excuse how some parts of my post has colour and others doesn't.

You love me for who I am,

And you make me love myself,

Something I always struggled with,

But now I feel like I can face anything,

With you there by my side. =)

I never want to lose you.

I'm listening to

Science and Faith - The Script

I've finally found out how to add colour to my posts again but OMG! Its so damn tedious! I have to go through the codes, find the part of the text I wanna change and MANUALLY change it! Sorry guys, till I find out what's happened, you just have to put up with boring colourless posts except the last part. =\