Got me thinking...

I just finished watching high school musical 2 like half an hour ago, and it got me thinking bout stuffs.. Everyone seems to be changing and movin on in life, but I feel like I'm the still same me who's walking but never seem to be moving.. Sometimes I feel so left behind, then they come back and remember me and then coz I'm moving too slow move on without me.. Everyone around me seems to be getting together... It didn't bother me quite as much as it does now coz now even my best fren has someone.. Some how not being with someone is kinda nice but some how it feels like something's missing.. And I can't seem to find the right guy right now, and my PMR is around the corner.. I should focus on that and worry bout getting a boyfriend after PMR.. I guess everyone feels like they're gonna get left out every once in their lives.. But I have felt like that too many times in life that sometimes I wanted to give up.. Everywhere I turn I see my frens in love with someone and I just feel like I'm getting forgetten.. Well, I guess that's life rite?? Kinda looking forward to the hols.. Wanna get a job.. Hopefully will actually get a job with my friends this year.. hmmm....