Giving myself a second chance.

I know I owe those of you who are still reading, an update.

I've realized I've been talking a lot, to anyone who would listen, on just about anything and everything. I feel like I'm reverting back to my old self. The one I despised, the one no one else liked, the one who felt so alone. I promised myself I wasn't going back to that.

Anyways, this post isn't about that. I promised some people, that I'll try to make this a happy post.

Well, I'm on my break now and will be returning for my Year 2 in my Bachelor of Law some time in October. People keep asking me how it is, and all I can say is that its intense. Really intense. That's why I'm thoroughly enjoying my break now. My dad's also been taking us out places. Today, we went to this place called Tanjung Sepat for some pretty good seafood. Then we walked around Morib beach. It was pretty hot so we didn't stay for long but still it was a nice trip. :)

Oh and yesterday I Skyped with my bestie, Philip Teo Wern Jie, who's in Canada now and I didn't realize how much I missed him! :( You suck for going so far! :P Can we please skype again soon?! And you need to learn how to multitask! :P Hahaha. But it was a very awesome bonding skype call. Come back soon okay! :)

My little puppy is growing so big now! Ahhh! She's only 7 months but she already almost looks like her mother, in terms of size and features. But she's still my little cuddly puppy. Destructive as ever but still so adorable. I miss having the 9 puppies running everywhere with their cute fat tummies after the milk. :(

Hmmm. What else... Oh! For my birthday I got the best present ever from the Pitts! They gave me a really big stuffed toy dog we eventually named Patch. They gave it to me cause I've been pretty emo recently so whenever they can't give me hugs, Patch'll be there for me. :') That was pretty much the highlight of my birthday.

Okay before I starting ranting or becoming emo or babble on some more, I think I should stop here. For all those of you who are still reading my blog. Thank you for having hope in me to post something new up. :P hahaha. Since I'm on break, I promise I'll try harder kays. :)

Oh and check out a project I'm doing. If you have me on facebook, the album is called, "Let yourself smile, even for awhile. :)" But if you don't, you can click here and it'll lead you to my Flikr account where there are some picture. :)

Take care! :) Till the next post! And please do comment so I know that there are people who are reading and I don't feel like I'm talking to myself. :P

P/S: My blogger account is giving me a hard time on changing the colours, font and anything that makes it interesting. Sorry if its mundane! I have no idea how to put the colour back! :( Oh and I've changed my background and layout a little so let me know what you think bout it. :)

I'm listening to

Read My Mind - Alex Goot

I thought I meant something to you,

But I guess not,

Cause to you I'm a distant memory,

Something that can be left behind.

Promises that were made,

Mean nothing now.

No matter how much I want to believe,

That you'll keep it.

Note to self: Stop having expectations.