I feel you slipping away.

Yes I know I owe you people a post! heee! =)

Sorry for the emo posts, I've been feeling pretty under the weather recently.

Don't worry about me. Its just the built up of things so yeah.

I'm all better now! =D

I have been so socially busy recently.

I just want to stay home and be a pig.

I have no idea why but recently I've been very tired even though I get enough sleep.

I also constantly feel hungry.

What The Fishsticks?

something is definitely wrong with me.

oh yeah to top it all off, I have pimples ALL over my face!! GRRRRR!!! >=(

Well, that's pretty much about it. =D

Bye people! ;)

You work in my life,

Without me knowing,

You were there for me,

Even when I turned away.

Oh how much Your love surrounds me.

I'm listening to,

The Truth - Kris Allen

Credits to Tiffy!

Yes, that stick figure is me.

un-ti-tled

just tell me how you want me to be, how to act, how to feel, how to look, what to say and I'll finally be good enough.


Its funny how having so many imperfections about yourself pointed out, you lose so much confidence in yourself and all you feel like doing is to give up trying to be who you really want to be or who you really are.

I'm sorry for taking it personally. I'm sorry for feeling insulted. I'm sorry for reacting. I'm sorry.

Just leave me alone now.


As Mr. Suschkov would say "Such is life"

I just don't feel like celebrating it this year. I just don't want to pretend to be in mood when I'm not.

I don't matter,

You have him/her.

I don't feel that way,

You treat me that way.

I'm listening to

Conspiracy - Paramore

After So Long..

Hello readers! yes, I know I have readers eventough I haven't updated my blog in about 2 weeks. I feel so honoured and liked. Thank you people! =)

As I've said in the last post, I've been swamped with assignments. I'm blogging now cause I don't think I have any work due tomorrow so I can breathe for a little bit and I'm waiting for the jam outside college to clear up before I head home.

The highlight of my week I think is the trip I had with my Moral project groupmates to PAWS. We got sorta lost getting there cause the map they gave wasn't exactly correct so we had to make a couple of U-turns, stops and phone calls to the office. PAWS wasn't exactly what we thought it would be. It looks pretty sad from the outside actually. It just looks like a shed at the corner of the highway and the only place you could park is in the little motorcycle lane so for those of you who plan to go, don't drive a Camry like Zer Hann did! hahahaha. =P

Anyways, me, Jenn, Naf and Philip cleaned the puppies section! IT WAS AWESOME! Okay beside the heat and smell it was fun. honestly. as we were cleaning the floors, we played with the puppies. After the washing we got to walk them! this was the funnest part if you get a hyper pup. I walked 2 puppies; the first one was a little hesistant at first but soon was playing with the other puppies but my second one was so timid that it didn't want to move and all it did was lie down and stare at us with such fear. awww. I named my first pup Scruffy and my second pup Scruffy the second (Scruffy II)

After the walk we had to wash the puppies and dry them and put them back in their cages. Washing them wasn't really hard cause they were small and both my puppies co-operated with me. I have no idea what happened to my second pup though. When I started trying it, it started vomitting and shiverring. I hope Scruffy II is doing okay. =(

If I hadn't had to get back for my IB test, I would have totally stayed longer.

Oh yeah talking about my IB test. I totally screwed it up! Its like I knew it but I didn't change the answers!!! WHY?!?! Grrrrrr!!! So annoying when that happens.

I just got back my Econs test results and whoa, I did not expect that (in a good way). I never expected to score so high! =D

I'm not doing too well in law though. I'm averaging at about only the 70's. =(

Yup so that's pretty much about what's going on with my life. Oh! Andrew is leaving to Singapore tomorrow and I won't be seeing him for a very very long time! =( COME BACK SOON OKAY ANDREWS!!! ='(

P/S : I'm just too lazy to add colours and all that so yeah. XD hahaha. sorry people! I know, I know. I'm getting lazy.

I feel like the more I think about you,

the more I feel myself falling for you again,

how is that possible,

when you're not even here.

why do I feel like how I felt when you first told me?

and why am I longing go back

into those memories

that I will always treasure.

I'm listening to

Just The Way You Are- Bruno Mars

Hello Goodbye

Hi people.

I know I haven't been updating my blog.

I apologize. I've been swamped with assignments and hadn't had the time to blog. I will do it when I have the time okay! I promise! =)

Bye for now.. I hope..

Its a roller coaster ride,

There are days that are good,

And there are days that aren't so good,

I'm tired. exhausted.

I'm listening to

Misguided ghosts - Paramore

For Andrewtan

I know this is super late cause this actually happened last Friday.

What was the occasion? We had a farewell party for Andrew Tan Wei Aun aka the Tanster aka Andrewtan.

What happened? We kidnapped him, literally, stuffed him into Grace's car drove around for a little bit before ending up at the field in front of McD's. The guys unloaded him from the car and carried him to the far part of the field, dumped him there and started to prepare for the BBQ. Andrew was a really squirmy wormy sperm. We actually had to take his shoelaces out and tie his hands with it cause he kept tugging at the masking tape that it got loose and was of no use. Anyways, I had a really good talk with Andrew while we waited. Very insightful talk it was. Just as we wanted to start BBQ-ing, it started to rain. =_=!

We freed Andrew and showed him the banner we did for him before we proceeded to AJ's aunt's house where we held the BBQ. The BBQ in general was awesome, I didn't eat much though but the group of people just made it so awesome that everything else didn't have to matter. We hung out, took pictures and laughed which in my opinion is the essence of a great party.

We ended things with a bang literally. Neil brought some firecrackers and lighted one or two but we mostly played with the sparkles. the ones you could hold and not burn your hand. The guys started to get really crazy and decided to light the huge one. So everyone got into positions to run after they lighted it. Neil being the crazy one, lighted it and as soon as he did, everyone ran to their cars, and sped off. It was a lucky thing too cause the bang set off a car alarm. Very exhilarating. Melvin even wanted to light another one while we were waiting at the shops.

So all in all, I got back at almost 1am and almost got into trouble with the parents but it was totally worth it.

I hope all goes well with you Andrew. All the best!! Keep rocking and I hope to keep in touch cause your one friend I don't wanna lose. =)

My heart is aching,

For what I don't seem to know.

I'm afraid of moving on,

Cause I'm afraid you'll think,

that it meant nothing to me.

I want to move on,

to fall in love again,

to experience what I did with you,

but I feel like I'm betraying you.

Please please know,

that I will never do.

You will always be my first love,

and nothing will ever change that.

I'm listening to

Whoever She Is - The Maine