Am I??

Am I in love with him?
I don't wanna be.
Everyone says I am.
I can't agree nor disagree.
Because I don't know how I feel.
It shows that I am but yet why don't I know how I feel?
Hmmm..
But whatever it is..
I gotta get him and this out of my head..
I need to get down to studying!! Trials are next month!! OMG!!!!