the things you say

I'm in the computer lab now to do my Law ISU, supposedly, but here I am blogging. XD

Don't worry I'll start on it soon. As soon as I blog about this before I forget.

There were these couple of guys in the computer lab when I came in and I overheard their conversation. This guy wanted to share a chair, which puzzles me a little cause the lab was EMPTY, with his friend and so he asked him to scoot. And continued by saying, "Hey, do you know that you can never do this with a girl unless your really really close to her or if she likes you?" and sorta repeated that a couple more times. One of them continued with saying like, "You could if you were the alpha male sorta guy and maybe they'll listen to you or something". Another one of his friends said, "Just say, move bitch, I wanna sit." I would like to see you say that to a girl, dude.

And thing about it was, the guy who started the conversation, was talking exceptionally loud about it and music after (which is totally unrelated). Anyways, I wanted to go up and tell him, why we don't share our chairs with guys is cause there are other bloody chairs that you can get up and go get yourself (if there are other chairs available). If there are none then the other reason would be, why would we want to touch butts with a guy we barely know? =_=! I definitely know that he would want to.

I should be getting to my research now. See ya guys. =)

I had the most awesome day yesterday. How we slow danced in the candle light, how you kissed me so gently, how you held me close. Everything about the day was incredible. Thank you for such a memorable day baby. :)

I'm afarid of the day,

I have to say goodbye,

To be missing you,

To feel the emptiness.

I'm listening to

Forever - Rascal Flatts

with thoughts swirlling around

I am pissed off. But there isn't much point on dwelling on it.

I feel so disconnected with my friends. I don't seem to know what's going on in their lives anymore. I mean I'm not complaining or anything but I just wanna find that equilibrium between friends and him so I can enjoy the best of both worlds. I sound so selfish right now. =\. I just don't want to regret anything especially with only a couple more months left.

I just realized that in a couple of weeks October is done. Damn. How time really flies. Plus, it would be a month next week. =)

Anyways, as usual, I'm super busy trying to make time and stay focused on what I should be doing. The heat is definitely not helping things. =( gah!

That's pretty much about it.

Take care guys! =)

P/S : I have no idea why but there's colour in my posts! =D I used a different computer and ta daa there's colour.

You wipe away my tears,
You hug me tight,
And make everything feel alright,
You just make me want to smile.

I'm listening to
Back To December - Taylor Swift

Credits to Adrianna Jane

The other side of the story

I've come to realize that my perception of someone changes when someone tells me something about some other person. Well, I know its not good and I try not to let it affect me but sometimes it falls through the cracks and it does.

Then, someone else tells me the other side of the story, and things start to make more sense. And yet again, my perception over someone changes.

I'm supposed to be doing my Economics now so I can enjoy the rest of my holidays without worrying about it but damn, I just get so frustrated when I can't find what I want. Nyeh.

Anyways, I had a very good Skype call with Adrianna today! Damn I miss her!! =( YOU'RE SO FAR AWAY AD!! T_T and yes I am very honoured that she let me see her without make-up and no contacts! =) Heeee. Thanks babe for the talk! I less then 3 you! =D

I had a pretty shitty week this week actually. But I ain't gonna blog about it cause its the past now and there is not much point. So yeah. I just gotta move on.

And yes, I know. My blog posts are exceptionally boring now that there's no colours. =( So I shall compensate with a picture! XD

Original picture by Andrew Tan Wei Aun.

Okay, I have no idea how this part of the post had colour. All I did was bold it and ta da there was blue. =S Freaky.

I feel you slipping through,

Always knowing that you would,

You used to be there when I opened my eyes,

But now you don't seem to.

I'm listening to

Breakthrough - Colbie Caillat

For All That I Couldn't Be.

Well, today was a let down.

Pretty much screwed up the debate.

Studied intensively for the Econs test later on.

Didn't have lunch cause the dude just forgot.

Got pissed and didn't wanna eat anymore.

Rushed through doing my citations for my law essay so I could get to IB on time.

Surprise surprise, we played jeopardy for the test review.

I couldn't answer most of it cause I haven't started studying.

Found out that the winning team got 2 bonus points for it.

Read some more stuff for Econs.

Sat for the test.

Felt like killing myself.

Cooked in the bus cause there was some problem with the air-con.

Found out that I lost the debate.

Wanted so badly to cry.

Then the guilt of crying instead of studying kicked in.

Gotta study for IB test on Wednesday and complete a 5 min video based on an interview that was never done.

Must finish either one by tonight.

Life can't get any better. Yup.

Well, that's pretty much about it.

and yes, Blogger is still being a bitch by not allowing me to add colour. nyeh. whatever la.

It hears the silent whispers,

of a troubled soul,

The silent sounds,

of a heart afraid to move.

I'm listening to

Droplets - Colbie Caillat & Jason Reeves

falling back to reality

I better update my blog while I still have the time.

I have 2 tests this week, 2 essays due, one video presentation, and a debate that I really really don't wanna do.

I am utterly pissed at the fact that I had to do the debate. I mean if the whole class had to do it, then I'm okay but it wasn't. Only a couple of us had to do it. and yes out of the whole class of 15 I had to be the one getting chosen. =_=!

Grrrrr!

But anyways, I had dinner with the awesome foursome, minus Nat =( at Italianneese yesterday. Well, Jameson and his girlfriend Pennie, Nisa, Bob and Brandon came along too. XD It was still as awesome though. The food was not as nice though. My roasted chicken was extremely dry. It was hard to even swallow it without any sauce. The wedges on the other hand was awesome. =D

I didn't really mind it all cause I had some awesome time with some awesome friends. Well, I guess that's pretty much about it. =)

See ya guys! ;)

P/S : I don't really have time to add colour to the post. So sorry! =(

You leave my head spinning,

Even with the little things you do,

You do so much for me,

that I just feel so fuzzy. =)

I'm afraid that I'm not good enough for you. =S

I'm listening to

Begin Again - Colbie Caillat