Moral

My Moral teacher has been teaching us the wrong thing for the past two years and we didn't know it. But I thank God that she was pregnant when we did our trials because when the Ketua Sumber Kemanusiaan marked our papers according to scheme, we did it all wrongly. There were a couple of my classmates who would usually score A, B's or C's failed Moral in their trials. I'm use to getting a high A and for my trials I suddenly got a B4. We thought Moral was simple but it ended up being so so hard. There was no other exam after my trials to test whether I was doing it right so I had to learn real hard and korek as much info from everyone and everywhere I could.

Anyways, after that happened I had all these papers with all the kata-kata kunci thingy but some of it weren't exact so I went on a "mission". I downloaded the marking scheme for Moral from a few different states and compared them to the papers I have and did my own paper. I cross refereced it with like 3 state papers and 2 other papers I got from my friends so I'm pretty sure its quite accurate but not 100%.

I didn't bother trying to make it look nice so just bare with it. Its just the kata-kata kunci. The definisi's are mostly the same. Here's the link for the download. FYI, its in a pdf file.

http://www.4shared.com/file/156478183/54b98861/kata2_kunci_moral.html

SPM!

As all of you know, SPM is here! Just came to update you about how's everything so far. Yeah well everything's not to great. Confidence of getting AT LEAST 5A's slowly slipping away. Felt I screwed up all my papers. But I'm glad I got through the first week alive and am having a break.



Being not use to not having a nap in the afternoon and sleeping at 1 the night before SPM started definitely took a toll on me. I struggled to keep awake during my Sejarah 2 which was from 2 - 4.30. Was so tempted to take a "nap". =P. But somehow I managed to finish the paper without falling asleep. The exam so far has been interesting la. So far I could answer all questions (some not confidently). I thought I would be quite O.O -ish. haha.



Well that's pretty much about it for now. I am totally looking forward to my freedom. =D

woooo. 100th post.

This is my 100th post!! weeee.. hahaha..



Taylor Lautner is sooooo hot!!! <3. I just watched a short clip of Jacob (Taylor Lautner) transforming into a werewolf and come to protect Bella and all and ahhhhh. I sound like those crazed fans that when they actually see him in real life will faint but I don't really care right now. I'm way too far into fantasy land. weeee. Almost everyone who has read the book or watched the movie (guys excluded) has been or is in this ahhhh state sometime while reading/watching the book/movie. Stephanie Meyer totally rules!! The Twilight Series is so nice. I'm totally gonna reread all the books after my SPM. XD.

* this paragraph was a little edited cause some error totally wiped out almost the whole paragraph so had to rewrite whatever I could remember with a lot of editing in between.



I don't know why but I like Edward the character but Jacob the actor. I find Robert Patinson to be kinda freaky, I don't know why. haha. Jacob in the book kinda sounds desperate but in the last book he's like so loving to Renessme which makes him really cute. =P.



Anyways, I should get back to studying Sejarah. I'm so totally procrastinating right now. So typical of me. XD.

bloggg..

I feel like blogging about something

but I have nothing to blog about

so I'm just gonna post this. XD.

hmmm. Suprisingly it doesn't bother me. It doesn't affect me like I thought it would have. I wonder why. On second thought, nyeeh.

The Visit and Random Stuff

Yeah so as the title says, I visited Xin Zhi today. Aunty came over in the morning to bake FRESH MUFFINS to give him and his family as a "buah tangan" kinda . I hope you liked the muffins Xin Zhi plus I know you'll read this since you told me you actually read my blog. XD. So called him about 12-ish to confirm whether I could come and he told me he couldn't at first then as we were talking he asked his mum and he was like okay my mum says can so I was like yay! (well something on that line la. not so enthusiatic though. XD).

I told him I would be coming around 1-ish but ended up coming close to 1.30. XD. Sorry Xin Zhi!! I had to have lunch with my family before going off. So anyways, followed his instructions to go to his house. And when I reached there I was super nervous that my hands were actually cold. My sister, who was with me, suspected I had a crush on him since I was nervous. But I was nervous because I would be visiting him alone and I'm terrified of his mum. I decided to visit him alone because Saturday was my only day free besides Wednesday and it's so hard to ajak my frens and arrange to go visit him so finally decided to go alone la. well, not really alone also la. my sis came along with me cause she actually didn't really have anywhere else to go. XD.

So reached there and his mum opened to the door for us. I actually didn't know whether to call her teacher or to call her aunty. That's why its so hard to go to the house of your friend who's parent teaches in your school. You don't know whether to call them aunty/uncle or teacher. Visited him for about 45 mins cause I had a Bible Knowledge at 2.30 and HAD to leave. During my visit I saw his X-rays. Cool stuff. XD. Anyways, I didn't know his broken arm was THAT broken. From the X-ray it looked like it was totally broken from the arm and floating. He put in like 5 screws and a metal plate to hold it all together. The X-rays fascinated me quite a bit I have to admit. :P. My sis was more or less in the conversation so it was kinda awkward plus he being shirtless made it even more awkward. hahaha. you could say that we couldn't like have eye contact. well, I generally can't talk while maitaining eye contact but this was like I couldn't actually look at him and talk. XD. Sorry la. I've never actually sat down and talked to a shirtless guy that long if you exclude my almost always shirtless brother. XP.

Gave him a jar of stars that I made with some stuff written on the inside. He couldn't like put back the stars so I told him to either read everything and leave it and bring it the next time we see each other or he can try to put it back. So finally left about 2.25. Got to church in time for the exam. Felt like I didn't do too well in the exam though. crap. Pretty uneventful day after that. Oh yea, my dog was trying to chase and play with the frog (which normally ends up dead cause my dog is like 50 times bigger than it plus she bites. XD). So I kinda saved it by scooping it into the dustpan and pushing it out the gate and it ran away after that. Funny sight to see my dog trying to play with it but jumping up and down to avoid it. hahaha.

On a totally random note, Steven Strait is sooo hot!! I saw him in this Youtube video in which he was running in a formal clothes and damn he looked hot!! *drools* Okay back to reality. He's a really good looking dude and he's 23 but too bad he's already married to a woman who's 30. I guess he likes older woman. Well, there's always Taylor Daniel Lautner. I like his name too. It sounds so, I don't know, nice? haha. But its a really cool name. XD. ohhh. and he's like French, Dutch, German and others. so many races rolled into one. haha. Plus he's the same age as me and a Christian (well according to a website) and he's not too tall. weeee... XD and I never knew he acted in The Adventures of Sharkboy and Lava-girl.

Here's a picture of Steven Strait. *drroooolllss* :P

I couldn't find a good pic of Taylor Lautner so thus no pic of him. :P

SPM!!

SPM is a little over a month away. I never knew life as a school student would come to an end so fast. Damn. And the one person that I would have definitely spent the days with isn't there with me. Instead he's spending time in his house or the hospital. I want to visit him in the hospital (though he's only been there one night) but I'm afraid of asking his mum whether its okay. Called him yesterday to a really depressed him, a part of him I've never seen up till now. I felt like I was a little too harsh afterwards cause I kept telling him off for being so depressing. I knew he was scared of the surgery, putting a screw/a couple of screws into his arm but he sounded soooooo depressed. I know he's really scared of the idea of having his arm torn open. I kept trying to keep his mind of it but its hard knowing how he is, where he won't not stop thinking about it. Well since he doesn't have a handphone I can't really call him to check on him or how his surgery went. Well, I guess I'll have to wait till he's back from the hospital.

anyways, getting back to the topic. SPM is about 34 more days. DAMN!! Its getting so close but I'm still slacking around. ayoooo!! Why can't I freaking concentrate!??!?! Too many distractions! FYI guys, if I'm emo from now onwards till after SPM you know why. I think I really have to be in a emo mood to study where I shut off from the world. I'm giving you guys prior warning so if I seem like I don't want to talk to you or something you'll know why. The exception is when I'm online. You guys can talk to me if you see me online k? hahah.

I should be getting back to my Add Maths. yes people. I'm doing Add Maths to get my mind of things. XD.

Chao people!! take care..

Another day gone by.

Whoa. I'm blogging alot today. Well the 2 before these were done yesterday actually but just drafted it and decided to post it today, so I guess that doesn't really count. I just downloaded a few songs out of boredom of hearing the same songs over and over again. Tried to study this now but couldn't keep my head focused. Whenever I open that particular book it reminds me of what happened and him because I was doing that book when it happened and I always ask him question from that book. Shit. I have no idea why its affecting me so much or whether I'm letting this affect me. My feelings are being a bitch with me right now. My parents are like pounding me because I'm not studying but just lazing around the house and spending most of my time on the comp. Well, 2moro's saturday and I'm not really gonna enjoy it. I know what you might think, "ITS SATURDAY!! HOW CAN U NOT ENJOY IT!!". Yeah well these are the reasons why.

1. I have 4 hours of Chemistry tuition. well I don't mind that but I'm dreading it is because I'm gonna be alone. My friend would be taking it another day. I want to get it over with so decided to endure 4 hours of Chemistry tuition ALONE. Plus I haven't finished doing like 2 chapters of homework. dun really care actually.

2. I have to study or at least try to study to make up for the time I've wasted the whole week.

3. I have to study for my bible knowledge exam the next day. well, this is not so bad but because I really don't have the mood to study so I know I'm gonna struggle to concentrate.

4. Don't really dare to call him cause his mum would be at home.

That's pretty much why I'm not gonna enjoy my saturday. Well at least my sister's gonna come back from Korea 2moro. I'll definately try to make something of my weekend.

I think I have to go to school during PMR!! Shittt!!