Lazy lazy lazy

I need to start doing my work.

I have 2 major assignments to hand in this week and 1 test

And I'm still doing nothing. X_X

I guess I'm just not use to having so few holidays.

Because of my driving lessons, my weekends are filled.

Today, I went to register for my driving exam, not knowing that I was actually suppose to do my QTI, which is a test before the exam. Key word, suppose So lame wei!! I went there, waited for 2 hours, put my thumb print into the computer, went to sit down, waited 30 mins just to thumb print out.

I didn't even sit for the test.

And I actually mentally prepared for it. XD

Kinda worried now cause I was hoping to use the test as a guide.

I just hope that I don't fail my exam next week.

Wish me luck people. =S

I need to do my work!!

But I just don't have the mood. =(

There's a first for everything.

I think this is the first time I'm preparing so early for a prom. Even when I was an organizer for RC Prom Night in 2008, I don't think I've started thinking about what I want to wear, how my hair's gonna be and all those things.

Prom is like a little less than 2 months away and I'm already thinking about it. XD.

FLOP FLOP! XD. Sorry I was being very random there.

So anyways, going back to the topic, since its almost 2 months away. I'm trying to get into shape for prom. key word, TRYING. XD. Natasha lent me her Seventeen magazine on like prom dresses and tips on how to get into shape and prep for prom. I'm finding it very informative. hahaha. =D.

And Evelyn, Leng Hue and I are planning to go dress shopping together sometime soon I guess. So, I'm half looking forward cause I'll get my friends' opinions and it would be fun.=D. and half NOT looking forward to it cause I hate when I fnd really nice dresses but can't fit into them which makes me feel insecure. So yeah.

I guess that's what I pretty much wanted to blog about.

Haven't really had the mood or stuff to blog about so forgive me if I don't update it as often as I normally do.


P/S : never ask questions for which you're not prepared for the answer. I can't never seem to go to bed before 11.30 no matter how tired I am. And I'm getting more forgetful these day. I opened Google, changed the tab to facebook then went back to Google and totally forgot what I wanted to search for. =_='. Those are very frustrating moments.

Insecurity

Crap la!!! I'm feeling so super fat right now. I can't sit down without feeling the fats spill out. isshhh!! Today must go home and do some sit-ups. XD.

And my parents weren't making anything better. =_='. I was sitting in the living room using the laptop yesterday and my dad was like "Ayoo.. Look at her arm. Its so big." LIKE HELLO!!!! I'm right there you know. I can hear what you're saying.

I just don't get my parents sometimes (my dad in particular). When I wear tight clothes (his definition of girly clothes), he says I look bulky (in other words, fat) then when I wear loose clothes (his definition of guys clothes), he says I look like so sloppy and guyish. =_='. There's never pleasing him is there. Haih. Whatever laa..


I should really start consistenly exercising la. Yes I know its my fault that I'm feeling fat. but you can't blame me for not wanting to do anything after a long tiring day can you?? No, no you cant. =P


Yeah I guess I just wanted to blog about that. XD


Oh yeah, people. Sorry if I seem moody these past few days. I haven't been getting enough sleep. So here is an equation to describ me. Insufficient sleep + Hungry = easily irritable and/or moody. So just put up with me okay people. =)

And I've changed my blog skin, as you can see, so gimme your comments on it yea. =D

P/S : Guys are so obssessed about having girls who are hot, sexy, etc. doesn't make things better for people who feel like me. Do guys EVER just see beyond that anymore? =( .

1000 viewss. =D

Leng Hue & I
Originally uploaded by elaina24

Yay! I've reached 1000 views!! =D!

Thank you people for all your views.. =) Honestly, I'm relieved cause at least I know that people are actually reading my blog. XD

Thank you so much for reading my blog and giving me your comments people!! I've appreciated all your comments!! =)

Take care you awesome people.. <3



Pssst: Thank you Leng Hue for sharing with me how you edit your so awesome pictures! =). LOVE YOU GIRL!! :D

I ran out of ideas

You picked at it,
Had your fun with it,
And just left it there,
To pick up the pieces.

Then you come back,
and try to start it all over again.
This time, its not gonna happen.

As the title suggests, I have run out of ideas of what to blog about and that I'm having fun with the strikethrough. It makes is so fun like I wrote that as an idea and decided to scrape it. XD.

So nothing worth blogging about happened so far this week.

Oh, we did plan a surprise birthday celebration for Adrianna Jane on her birthday yesterday. Funniest moment of that day was while getting ready to surprise her, Leng Hue suddenly said "Hey, did anyone see her today?". Hui Jiun, Natasha, Leng Hue and I looked at each other with the same "oh crap!!" expression. And thank God for phones la. We asked Nat to buat some excuse to know whether she's coming to class or not. And the surprise turned out awesome! Adrianna was really, genuinely surprised till she was practically speechless. =). Awww. <3!!

Yeah that was pretty much about the most interesting thing that happen in my week.

Oh. I did go play pool with the guys on Monday and came to the conclusion that pool is NOT my thing. There were a couple of times where my ball jumped unintentionally and once where the ball actually flew off the table. XD. I couldn't even break the balls. Kept missing the cue ball. Embarrassing sial. =P

Yup, that's pretty much my week.

P/S : Helping a friend who really needs help is self-satisfactory people. Go help people in need. =)

Just Let Me Know

I don't get it.

It wasn't a big deal.

I should be the one hurt, not you.

I'm just so irritated by how you're acting. At different points of our friendship you talked to me everyday and our conversations seemed almost endless. Now, its been like 2 weeks since it happened and you're not even saying hi. Shouldn't I be the cold one instead of you since I was the one who should feel hurt?

When I try to initiate conversation, you don't seem like you want to carry on the conversation. It might be just the way you are. But I don't get how sometimes we have so much to talk about and at times we having nothing. Its like we're drifting away and back to each other so often I can't tell what to feel. So just make up your mind of whether you want to stay in it or not and let me know cause I hate the feeling of not knowing whether you'll stick around.

The situation is so fragile, I feel like I'm walking on melting ice. Its like everytime we get close, I have to make sure I don't do anything to drive you away. Quite frankly I'm fed up of trying.

And I Thought It was Over.

I thought the whole SPM thing was over but I guess it isn't. I'm having OSSLT tomorrow. What is OSSLT you might ask? Its an abbreviation for Ontario Secondary School Literary Test. Apparently its a grade 9 level and being in college means I'm grade 12. So it should be a piece of cake so why should I worry? Yeah, well here's the thing, if you don't pass, you can't graduate. shitty sucky right? So being the girl I am, I'm panicking. erggghhh. I hate this stupid feeling. Screw it man. ish.

On a totally different topic, I had the most guy-ish conversation EVER!!! I went to eat lunch with Fish (Min Zhi), Chip (Victor) and Said (Syed). We went to eat at MED near college and I have no idea how, but we went to the topic of gaming. Receiving the knowledge from my brother since I was small, I was able to actively participate in the conversation. XD. Ignore how formal I sound now. Practicing for OSSLT. =P. So anyways, we continued talking about guy stuff pretty much throughout lunch. Not making me feel like a guy enough, they were like "eh damn nice to talk to you la. If we talk to girls, they'll be like HUH?!?! but when we talk to you, you actually know what you're talking about" and "eh, one day we should take you go gaming la. You and us 3 guys."

Well that's the good part and the bad part of being like this.

Good, its easy to get along with guys and I like seeing their suprised reaction when I actually join in and know what they're talking about. Bad, cause I'm a GIRL! and its making things very hard for me to find a boyfriend when they see you as another of their guy friends. =_='. Well, at least I don't feel left out in conversations. XD.

P/S : I'm feeling so sleepy. I promised myself I won't take an afternoon nap so I'll be superly tired so I sleep and be "refreshed" for the OSSLT exam 2moro. But I don't think I can make it. X_X. I'm so screwed.

The Awesome Malacca Trip.

I had one of the most awesomely freaking awesome times in Malacca last weekend with my CPU classmates and course mates. SOO FREAKING AWESOME MAN!!


The bitch almost spoilt my day before it even began. =_='. Anyways, when we checked into our apartment, the apartment was cleaned yet and like it was really disgusting. So we dumped our bags on the sofa, changed and went for lunch. After lunch we walked to A Famosa.

Oh yeah, just for you info, we stayed in the Makhota Hotel which is really far from town. It was some where near the beach so yeah Google Map it if you really wanna know. XD.

As soon as we walked out, it started drizzling. =_=. We pushed on and walked all the way to Mahkota Parade in the rain, and walked through Makhota Parade and stopped at the fountain that has a story as you go around it. Took some pictures there and continued to A Famosa where the rain started to drizzle a little harder.

Took some pictures at the Fort then went up and took some more there. And there the bitch ALMOST spoilt my mood AGAIN! After that came down and took some pictures again and realized a little too late that the everyone was taking a group picture. =( .

After that we walked to the Tortura 2 exhibition. The exhibition is about the torture instruments used in the medieval times. There were some quite gruesome things man. erghh. But very informative. We even asked each other, if we could and had to choose to the instruments that we're gonna be tortured with, which would we choose. =P.

After that Hui Jiun, Leng Hue, Natasha and I took the trishaw to Christ Church Melaka so we could walk to Jonker Street and when we reached there, the whole group was there and thus more pictures were taken. =P.

We followed them to the Menara Taming Seri after we made a pit stop a stall to wait for Adrianna to buy new slippers (what happened was she was crossing the road then suddenly her slipper snapped, so she walked barefooted until we found a shop selling slippers). By the time we went to the Menara thingy, the rest already sat for it and came down. So the 6 of us went on our own. It was an awesome view from the top. Honestly, it was slightly scary at first (due to my traumatic experience from the Space Shot in Genting. =S) The rest waited for us till we were done and some of them decided to go back to the hotel or to Makhota Parade.

We awesome foursome decided to kill our legs by walking back to Jonker Street. or something like that. We backtracked so much I forgot which time was when. XD

On the way there, we stopped by "The Ship" where we took some more pictures. Hehehe. Walked around the ship, making jokes, taking pictures then went on to the pier and took some more pictures there and walked to Jonker Street after.

Jonker Street was suppperly crowded. But I managed to get some awesome stuff. =D. We ate our dinner at the Famosa Chicken Rice Ball Restaurant. Walked some more till about 10.30? and by that time our legs were literally screaming for mercy. Whenever possible, we sat on anything we could sit on. So as I've said before, our hotel is really far from town and we couldn't even bare contemplating whether to walk back to our hotels so what did we do? we took the trishaw. =P. Not bad for RM10 per person.

He (the trishaw man) took us all the way from Jonker Street to our hotel, in style. As we were going back to the hotel, there were fireworks (for some event that was happening). A very awesome view. It wasn't those usual fireworks, these were really BIG ones.

When we reach the hotel, and were walking back to our apartment (which was like at right at the end of the hotel) Hui Jiun & Nat were the first to go all bezerk and hyper. They were running and jumping in the hallways and laughing away. The next to join them was Leng Hue before I got sucked into it too. XD. After our baths, we just hung around the apartment talking on our handphones to various people while Leng Hue fell alseep on the sofa. XD. I promised her I won't post the picture. But trust me its funny. =P.

I had to return my friend's PSP to him so we all went down to the lobby and hung around there until we all agreed that we were hungry and wanted a Maggi Cup. So we went to a club near our hotel where they had some food and bought it there. Saw some really drunk people doing really funny stuff. Anyways, took our Maggi back to the lobby to eat and sat there just hanging around with Syed and Farid. After that we went to sleep.

Started our day with breakfast and went back to the apartment to hang around and pack. After packing, we took some chairs and hung out at the balcony. It was just awesome. Awesome doesn't even cover it. The view was breathtaking, the warm breeze and the awesome people I enjoyed it with made it so indescribable.

We hung out there till it was time to go and that was pretty much the trip.

All in all, a very awesome trip!!! =D

We would definitely wanna go there again and are planning to go some where during the June holidays. Can't wait for that trip.

okay. I have to go already. Have to study for a Data quiz I have after this. =S. I actually dunno why I'm still blogging when I have to study. XD.

*EDIT : The quiz was relatively hard. X_X. I hope I don't score badly.*

Anyways, take care people!! C ya around. =)

I know! =(

My conscience ain't doing me any good. =(. So while I was sitting down to eat my breakfast, I saw this relatively old uncle (about 50's maybe?) carrying like almost 8 bags of lab coats for our college out of the car and onto the walkway. I wanted to help him but I was eating already, so tak akan just leave my food and help him, so I decided to help him after I finished. So I just watched him transfer everything out of the car onto the sidewalk. He had to make like 4-5 trips. While I was eating, he transferred the other bags near the stairs. I really meant to help the uncle after I threw away my plastic and stuff, but by the time I was getting there, he was already going up the stairs with 2 heavy bags of lab coats. And when I left, he was on the second floor stairs.

Okay, I know I was supposed to help an old uncle but but I was scared to ask. I know that's not an excuse but those who know me, I don't exactly like asking strangers whether they need help. I know I should change that. The next time I see an uncle like that (excluding certain situations) I will help me.

I'm feeling superly guilty now. I'm SORRY OLD-UNCLE-CARRYING-HEAVY-LOADS-OF-LAB-COATS.

hmmmm. I wonder why my college is so cruel to not send the uncle help when he's already so old and already doing the lab coats for them. Fine, I admit I'm partly guilty in that also but I'll help next time. =)